I did a lot of things that I shouldn’t have done I fell in love with someone whom I shouldn’t fall in love with I waited for a so-called chance that I shouldn’t have waited for I wasted time that I shouldn’t have wasted I thought about things that I shouldn’t think about I went to places that I shouldn’t have gone to I ate things that I shouldn’t have eaten I went back to a home that I shouldn’t go back to I don’t know what I want I only know what I don’t want I don’t want us come and go and don’t know why I don’t want to be dishonest, not open, or hiding in dark places I don’t want to have secrets I also don’t want to know how deep was our love I don’t really want to know things that I shouldn’t know about We shouldn’t fall in love We shouldn’t hurt each other It shouldn’t have happened It shouldn’t have started It shouldn’t end I know I shouldn’t think of him again But I really want to know Will he be unhappy because of me? When I’m by myself, I’d think What do I want to be? There’s something that’s always puzzled me That is, am I happier with him? Or am I happier by myself? That’s seems to be a problem that I can’t solve by myself Lately I’m always by myself All alone by myself And remember when there were two of us |