| All of my wishes are not able to solved by money.
Actually I have lot of material wishes,
but they just make no comparison to my real wish
because I believe one day,
I will be a rich auntie
even the one...
...with a pink poodle in arm...
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| Heute, nach drei Jahren... habe ich das Gefühl,
dass ich endlich verstehe, was Liebe mir bedeutet.
Egal wie lange unsere Treffen dauert, jeder Sekunde ist einfact precious.
Treasure it, but not asking more.
Egal ob er ganz weit weg ist oder nicht, wenn he follows his dream,
you will always be somewhere in the world, denkt an ihm und hofft, dass er eErfolg hat
Egal ob er mich noch liebt,
jede Unterstützung von ihm ist einfach viel mehr als der Satz "Ich liebe dich"
Egal ob er schon eine Freundin hat,
wenn er glücklich ist, freue ich mich auch für ihn
Liebe, is a support between each other.
You hope he is never away from you, but you just prefer he has his own time and freedom;
You hope to be close, but you keep distance;
You hope him to be your ideal, but you avoid him to be your shadow;
You hope him to be yours, but you prefer he just goes with another girl if he likes her more...
Today I feel exactly like 6 years before, how I ran to his flat in TST,
such intensive feeling like I cannot wait any second more... happened again...
when I know he will appear in front of my door in an hour
But this time, I prefer to keep my feeling in heart.
I don't need to tell.
I don't need to be agreed.
Because all our past, our experience, our memories had already proved everything.
I don't need more because I already had a lot.
also because... I grow up...
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| Although time would go back I would still make the same decision But stupidly, by observing these two days of myself I see, this game really hurts me I have never been a role of such game I am really not this kind of people All the time I thought, what is he thinking? But once I tried to get out from my role, to be clear mind I can even answer myself this question I am sure, he doesn't think of anything Because he has been playing such a role for years |
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| A very very special goodbye I have never done such thing before If we anyway have to say goodbye This unexpected happening is already a perfect ending for my 14 months lovesick I will miss you badly Geh gut nach Hause |
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